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the post Something is Missing has been removed by me since im thinking that the person on that article may actually read it and with the way that he is acting now.. he doesn't deserve to see what i've written there...who knows.. when things get better.. i may post it again.. some other day.

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Something is Missing

Have you ever had that moment when you missed someone so much that by the time that see them, you get caught up with your overwhelming emotions that you begin to pick a fight?

I do. and i hated it. i dont know what got into me and did that.. I am the kind of person that is not comfortable telling someone " I MISSED YOU".. because most of the time saying this will blow things out of proportion.. and i dont want that. i also dont like to tell someone i miss them/ or i'll be missing them.. because i dont want to feel vulnerable at the far end of the line. it happened to me once a looong time ago.. and i, for sure don't want to feel that way again. I want to be careful now and it drives me crazy... actually.. i have no idea why i'm so affected by this.

They say that it's good to be missed. But do they have any idea of the feelings of the person that is missing someone? They feel incomplete. because something is missing. and it frustrates them on what to do with that feeling..

Maybe im acting like this because i only know what it feels like to miss something.. and not to be missed by you.

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i would like to apologize to you for behaving like that earlier this day.
im not mad. im frustrated. i missed you.

Kids

It's great to be in front of the computer again!! while my nephew Miguel is still sleeping..(and he'll probably wet his Pampers and cry in about 30 minutes i presume) i snuck out here in the room to catch on my emails and stuff while there's still time left for me to do that...I've been taking care of him for the past 30 hours na..2 months and 7 days old...and He is the cutest little thing in the world!! but he cries a LOT and POOPS a LOT too!! He can generate a super nasty poopoo. huhu. I haven't had enough sleep.. and he cries in the middle of the night.. i could never get cranky at him.. how can I? when he flashes me with that really big super sweet toothless smile.. and if im really lucky.. he can even giggle at some point. it drives me crazy! hehehe. he knows how to stop my bad mood.. :P I have a preview on what it's like to be a parent. and i sure want to be one someday.. but not now.. that's for sure.. and by the way.. last tuesday.. His big sister Harriet and Mommy Gra had a food preparation presentation sa school.. it was really fun seeing ate and hart preparing food. I also saw Hearts "soulmate" sa kakulitan.. Ian, very cute and very talkative.. he's like Dennis the Menace of their class.. of course.. Harriet is the female counterpart.
here are some pictures of the school event.

This is Harriet and Ate Grace preparing the "Super Sarap Special Tunaaa Sandwich!"





GO GO GOOOO!!!

This is Ian and his Ate Shane preparing "Chef Ian's Yummy Egg Sandwich"







- when Ate and Hart were in front... Ian was shouting.. Go Harriet!! Go Harriet!! like crazy! =)
- while preparing the sandwich.. Hart tried to eat the one she was making.. hehehe. it was hilarious!!
- Chef Ian's Yummy Egg Sandwich WON first prize! He had a BIG smile pasted on his face when the judges gave him the medal.



little kids playing with cellphones.. as if they actually know how to use it. hehe adeek.



They posed like that at the same time! nobody was coaching them on what to do. hehehe. Goofing around! super kids! supeeer kuleeet!

it was a really fun day.. by the way.. i had my wisdom tooth removed.. well 1 out of 4 was removed last tuesday.. and surprisingly.. it didnt hurt much at all! i was so scared because of the stories i have heard from other people that getting their wisdom tooth extracted was one of the most painful things they have undergone.. since this was my first time ( a virgin!) to have a tooth removed from me... i was expecting to have a really bad time dealing with the pain this was going to give me.. but.. alas! in less than 10 minutes.. it was over! yaaaay!! i have to come back next month for the second wisdom tooth to be removed.. 1 month interval for each tooth. haaay.. all i have to endure now is too eat soft foods like congee for the next 3-5 days.. yay on ice cream! i have an excuse to eat ice drops.. or anything cold for that matter to help ease on the swelling and the wound part.. the dentist gave me my wisdom tooth back... ate said it's gross. but i think it's a nice souvenir! haahaha. i'll post a picture next time.. all i can show you now is my xray..



see that? number 3 was the sucker that was first taken out.. =)

and by the way.. i was supposed to post this yesterday.. but then.. my nephew woke up every 15 minutes.. and i did'nt have time time to finish this thing up. Good thing.. the helper finally came.. weeee! so here. posting my late post... =)