almost happy

when you really want something so bad. you go for it. you have to HAVE it. you chase for it. and things just go crazy. But as i have learned this couple of months.. it's much better to sit back and chill and just go with the flow.it's a nice change. it is much better for things or events to come on their own without making it look and feel like your forcing things to go your way. and the result? better appreciation for things and more fullfillment on my part. I think it feels better if the good things happen unexpectedly..hey. don't get me wrong. my guards are still up and running. but hey.. it does'nt hurt to have pleasant surprises once in a while. =)


haaaaaaay. ^_^